sejenis beg besar itu...

NEWSFLASH : cuti semester hampir tiba...persiapan balik kampung semakin rancak n ak juga tergolong dalam kalangan orang2 yg excited nak balik rumah...i mean real home...i miss my parents and all my stuff...wait for me...im coming home.

ak mula addicted dgn sejenis beg travel yg besar sgt2 slepas ak tgk khidupan rumet ak, shiro mgangkut barang dgn mudah ke sana sini dgn sebuah beg " tarik2"...ak rasa sgt convenient okai...mudah dan cepat...i was like crazy b4 i can get the type of beg on my own...so what hepen later, when i was helping my bestiess recording their mandarin drama shooting and we was going there and here...from one shopping complex to another shopping complex..i took the advantage to look for and by my " beg tarik2"...omg!!! the feelings inside me, i cud not imagine...like i am the luckiest person who have that so called 'beg tarik2"...but then when my sis, sabya ask me where do i will put my " beg tarik2" besar itu?..."ur house...", i reply...and she's like " ko beli beg besar2 tu utk d letak kat rumah ak ke? ak igt ko excited sgt nak beli beg ni nak balik kg...rupanya nak letak kat rumah ak je...". n then they all burst into laugh....

" cant wait im coming home...after almost 1 year study " over the sea"...yeahaww!!!! "

pandang-pandang alam ini...

NEWSFLASH : semuanya akan kembali kepada asal...back to basic...percaya atau tidak kita semua bukanlah immortal yang akan hidup selamanya...jadi hargailah apa yang kita ada...

dunia ini sangat kecil, berputar seperti roda..sekejap kita d atas, sekejap kita d bawah...percayalah dgn hukum karma...buat baik d balas baik, buat jahat d balas jahat...terpulang pada diri kita sendiri utk menentukan jalan hidup kita...hidup hanya sekali, nikmatilah sebaik mungkin...setiap yg berlaku pasti ada hikmahnya...takkan mungkin tanpa sebarang sebab...tak perlu menangisi sesuatu yang telah tiada...hidup mesti d teruskan...perjalanan masih jauh,setiap perhentian menjanjikan pengalaman baru dan setiap perhentian menandakan kita hampir sampai ke destinasi...

"pandang-pandang alam ini,sambil pandang di fikiri, mana gunung langit tinggi, mana lantai bumi...setiap satu yang terjadi, tidak mungkin tersendiri, cuba cari jawapan tersembunyi, andai meragui..."

mood malas menyerang...

NEWFLASH : mood malas menyerang nani dan kawan2...pegang buku je rasa na muntah...penat...tp bila tak baca buku, susah hati tak tau nak jawab apa...tp bila baca tak tau nak jawab apa...ewwww...

boring, penat,tension,muak...dan paling penting sekali malas...betul nak baca buku sekarang...baca pon gitu2 aje...ak ingatkan sindrom ini melanda ak sorg je, tp semua kawan2 ak pon terkena wabak itu...kuiz berderet2...test berderet2...satu ari ada 3 kuiz...bila dah fokus kat satu subjek tu, dah tak fokus subjek lain2 dah...bila dah abes kuz yg first tu, dah penat nak jawab exam lain plak...mcm mana ye nak terus maju dlm study ney?...penatlah main tarik tali dgn mood nih...

" nani, paksa diri bukan manjakan diri jika mahu berjaya...masa depan nani, nani yang tentukan..."

solat hajat perdana kampus puncak alam...

" Ya Allah, Ya Tuhanku...permudahlahkan segala urusan kami di dunia dan akhirat...makbulkanlah segala doa-doa kami...kerana Kau maha pengasih dan maha penyayang..."

debaran kuiz ethics and protocol

* " nad, amik gmbr nani..."
* komander yg banyak main hari ni...

* kysha dan rumetnya sab...yg tgh tensen blaja.

* nurul buat2 bz..

* kysha lagi...

* norin presiden grup emo

* kysha akhirnya stress..

* mek tenang membaca nota...

* fiza peace...

* apa masalah kak sya??/?/hhuhu...

dear Mr. X....

NEWSFLASH : mr. x datang lagi...n kenapa ak perlu layan lagi? tapi yg peliknya, ak seakan imun dgn cerita2 cinta antara dia dan si dia yg baru...maksudnya ak dah takde hati lagi...gud bye my almost lover.

menjahit hati bukanlah satu perkara yg senang...evendo ak nak jahit baju pon terkial2, inikan pulak nak menjahit hati...apa yg ak blaja dr conversation ak dgn mr. x td, kami sbenarnya sama2 masih muda dan belum matang...jalan hidup kami berbeza...masalah pon tak sama...wlu mcm mana pon ak sayang dia dulu...wlu mcm mana pon ak cinta dia dulu...its not worth it skng...bila dah makin dewasa ni, ak mula melihat perkara dr sudut yg berbeza...trust me mr. x, i bukan nani yg u kenal dulu...sdgkan, i tgk u yg masih mcm dulu...u still na bg nasihat panjang lebar pasal hidup i...u still na suruh2 i bt apa yg u nak dgn immediate predessor...u said i ta blh move on, coz i masih single and tak BOIFREN UTK SHARE MY LIFE WIF...but u wrong mr. X, u yang sebenarnya tak blh move on kalo takde someone itu utk temankan u spnjg perjalanan hidup u...u yg masih tak blh nak move on...u yg masih tak brani sahut cabaran all alone stranded kat dunia yg luas ni...so, i rasa mr. x...jgn pandang i sama mcm u pandang i dulu...u salah sama sekali...n i tegaskan lg sekali, i bukan nani yg dulu...n i nasihatkan u, move on mr. x and u akan nmpk dunia ini indah, luas dan masih byk benda u tak explore lg...itu satu kerugian utk u.

" destinasi bukanlah sebuah perhentian, tetapi adalah suatu pengembaraan..."

love never makes the world go round...

newsflash : another day has gone...everyday i pray and ask god why...how love easily slipped away...

" Last night, even though I was enjoying all the latest songs, movies, a bucket full with assignment, the company of my friends and the noise of my housemate having fun, all I can see was him. All I can hear was his voice. All i can feel was his touch. All I can imagine was him. It was painful because I thought I was okay..but im not okay actually...I hadn't been crying the whole day since yesterday or even the day before and the day before also... in fact, I was so numb that I don't feel anything at all and i surpressed my feeling deep in side my heart... But when I was at that place full with happy people, I just realized I am lonely, still trapped in a place where all I can think of was him. And though I know some people might think that it was stupid and annoying of me to text or call him, It doesnt matter at all. I couldn't surpress my feeling anymore and I just wanted him to know how much I love him and I miss him so bad. I wasn't hoping that he'd answer, I just wanted to let him know how I feel. "

antara cita dan cinta...

newsflash : antara cita dan cinta..bila harus memilih...wlupon cita bermaksud bertemankan buku sepanjang hayat dan cinta bermaksud bahagia sepanjang hayat...pilihan ak adalah..

CITA kerana itu lebey berharga dan kekal abadi...perasaan adalah sesuatu yg bersifat sementara dan mudah pudar dan sudah tentu boleh bertukar ganti.

tidurlah...

newsflash: asaimen berlambak, kuiz dan common test berderet menunggu giliran...but i really need to get some sleep...really...

penat sgt penat...bila dah makin berumur ni, metabolism badan rendah n susah sgt nak stay up malam2 utk study gila-gila mcm dulu ( last minute la tu)...seriusly okai, mmg tak boleh dah...minum kopi bukan main konon2 tanak tido tp end up bergolek and tergolek atas katil tanpa d sedari...so, skng kene makan kismis byk2 b4 study...n i was like heran that why is my raisins cepat sgt abes...rupanya consumption yg melampau dos...adoiyai, semoga ak kekal sihat shigga abes final exam...amin...eyh guys, jum tido...

" i like to sleep because dreams treats me better than reality..."

i will survive! !!!!

newsflash: dia datang dengan kisah gembira antara dia and si dia yang baru...im glad for him...and at the same time, dia membuka luka lama..." coz when im wif him, im thinking of you...yeah, you.."

salah ak jugak lah, sapa suh baik hati menyerah diri berbaik2 dgn dia lagi...padan muka!!! kan dah patah hati lg...well, mcm mana ye? n kenapa first love mmg susah nak lupa...n kenapa dlm byk2 manusia kat muka bumi ak terstick dgn dia je??? tlglah pegi dr hidup ak wahai mr. x...dah penat nak pk pasal u coz byk lagi asaimen n keje lain yg i nak kene buat selain myakitkan hati i bcakap dgn u...apapon, i wish gud luck and enjoying ur life to the fullest coz hidup hya sekali...entah esok, lusa n akan datang kita akan kembali kpd Allah yg maha kuasa...so, enjoy while u still can...soal jodoh i, i really dont need ur judgement and opinion. let me be and fyi evendo i masih single, im not alone...trust me, im not the same nani you know before.

" dear Mr. X , i held my head up high...and ready to wave you a very long lasting good bye!!!..."

mari bermalas-malas...duh!!!

newsflash : nampak tilam dan bantal, rasa sedap je nak landing...tp bila fikir lambakan asaimen yg menanti...hasrat murni "na tido" kene pospon la ye...adoiyai...

akan ada satu hari bila u guys bangun dgn penuh rasa malas n bermalas-malas...in deed of mmg kena bgn awal whenever ada kelas pagi, mmg tak bgn2 la jawabnya bila ada peluang tak perlu bgn pagi...cthnya bila kelas batal n hari yg takde kelas...tp masalahnya ialah, mmg sgt2 malas dah skng ni..dah takde mood...makin naik semester, makin malas...maybe sbb suasana kampus baru yg selesa n tak perlu bersusah payah mcm tem kat main kampus dulu...

work hard, play harder!!!!

newsflash : biasalah bila berlaku tinggi meninggi suara bila bertegang urat, tapi seseorang kena mengalah if not ia akan lebey panas lagi.

kerja-kerja...musim due asaimen2 tiba lagi...ak macam biasalah sgt relaks n enjoying the tense pelan2 evendo due dah dekat...itu cara ak, tp bila bekerjasama dgn org yg agak bsemangat tinggi n cepat emo, perasaan ni cepat panas n tegang...belum lagi ada yg berlagak pandai n mgeluarkan kata2 yg mnyakitkan hati n berunsur sinis as if dia yg sgt2 concern pasal kerja itu dan org lain tidak...but itulah realiti bila u buat kerja dgn org2 bijak pandai n rajin...value u akan jatuh...so, juz follow the flow n jgn cakap byk...buat keje u bagi siap n enjoy the moment dgn dorg...sabar byk2 evendo dorg cakap2 u kat blkng, jerit2 u, bg kata2 sinis pd u...juz enjoy the flow okai....one day u kesabaran u akan terbalas...trust me on this...silence is golden but silence also means emptiness...silence also means surpress your feelings deep down inside... so, which one are u?

" miss nani, always remember semua orang ada maruah and parents masing-masing and jangan suka-suka nak maki hamun anak orang...respect yourself if you one others to respect you too...cakap guna otak and bukan perasaan..."

gaya hari khamis...-mix & match-

hari terakhir PBSM Part 3...-end-

mandarin drama shooting mereka...