salam ramadhan...

salam semua...

dah lama rasanya nani tak memblogging...sepanjang senyap sepi ini...macam2 hal lah yang berlaku...baik manis atau pahit....malas nak ckp, buta sakit hati je...ubah topik...ubah topik...so, ap persiapan raya u guys??? as for nani, sejak jadi remaja salam perantau ni...persiapan raya taklah semeriah mana...in fact, tak prepare ap2 pon...cuma yg byk berubah skng pon dr segi kehidupan rasanya...dulu masa raya tahun lepas...celebrate sorg2...as usual bg kad raya kat semua classmate n of coz mama n bapa...but skng rasanya kad raya tok classmate takde kot...myb bt bff ad...mama bapa ofcoz ad...n ad pertambahan baru kad raya tok si dia...wee...wee...bg yg mmg follow blog nani dr awal, mmg tau nani skng sudah berpunya...

ramadhan yg terakhir utk nani, bff n ofcoz classmates...pejam celik...pejam celik...tak sangka dah 3 tahun kami bersama dlm impian mgejar sejenis kertas bernama ijazah...dr bhingus smpilah da kuar kuku n taring...kadang2 rasa sekejap je,mcm br smlm masuk n daftar universiti...tp realitinya sume makin tua...kalo dulu muke suci takde jerawat...skng adoi...jerawat jadi teman d pipi...bygkan btapa stressnya....rasa mcm nak benti...tp kena kuat...

ramadhan ini, nani teringin sangat nak senaskah al-Quran...rindu nak baca...dulu igt lg zaman sekolah rendah...tiap2 malam pas balik sekolah rendah agama...p ngaji kat rumah ustazah...sampai khatam 4 kali...mama pun bt majlis khatam al-Quran kat rumah...seronok kalo igt time tu...tp skng, bila da besar...mengaji pun kurang...kdg2 tak mengaji langsung...al-Quran ta pegang pun...konon bz...lihatlah betapa jahilnya diri ini...smpi suatu hari tu...nani rasa sedih sgt....lalu terlintas nak baca al-Quran...cari punya cari takde...maka nani bacalah yasin...ya Allah, sedihnya rasa hati...smpi menangis2 baca yasin...betapa sebaknya...betapa hebat dan Penyayangnya Allah S.W.T kerana dlm keadaan diri kita yg sedey dan hina...pada Dia lah kt mengadu...tp ketika senang,kt LANGSUNG LEKA DAN LUPA PADA NYA....

jd, pada sape2 yg masih belum terbuka hati...sedarlah...hidup hanya sekali...dr DIA kt dtg, dr DIA jugalah kt kembali...tiada yg kekal...semoga kt berada dalam lindungan ALLAH S.W.T selalu...amin....

anggerik kafe...

newsflash: lepaking at anggerik cafe at my schools really had me memorize all nostalgic moments long time ago via their rock kapak songs playing....



during my primary school days, we use to listen to this type of song played by our malaysian local band...well, im not really a huge fan of em...but came to think of it back...those old songs has a very good song lyrics and got a very deep meaning...it can touch our heart easily when u were seating alone juz like me at this cafe...lets check it out...

" bukannya ku tak sudi kasih,
menolak cintamu sekali ini,
kerna antara kita ,
sudah tidak sehaluan lagi,"

and another sounds like

" sentuhanmu satu azimat,
buat diriku yang hina,
manusia terpinggir"


and others might sounds

" sekebun cinta nan berbunga,
teguh berdiri.....yada...yada..."


but i found nowadays songs also got a very good lyrics, like:


" seperti cinta kita,
yang jelas ternyata,
semakin lama,
semakin rekah,
menimbulkan tanda apa mungkin kita,
temu kebahagiaan dalam perpisahan..."


and

" ku pinta kau responde si vou plaite,
jangan biar ku fikir,
ku bertepuk sebelah tangan,
ku rayu kau responde si vou plaite,
jangan biar ku fikir....yada...yada...


those are some good song with good lyrics and melody for me...


" there is a good pro and con, when remembering old story chapter in our life...."

city of entertainment!!!!

" ...well, this is genting highland...located at malaysia...im promoting this place to you guys, coz im planning to go there real soon...during daylight i mean, not at night...haha...so i can view these type of spectacular as stated above...yeehaww....like...."

ylang ylang bath time....

" lovely ylang ylang bath.....

family hols@ tiara resort labuan

" wish you were here baby...."

am going home....

" well, im going home....glad i did it...yehawwww....."

deary dad....

newsflash: this morning i called my dad...to wish him a blessed be fathers day....

my dad is a very wonderful dad...even though he is kinda a bit firm, but he still sit next by me before i sleep...he still get anything that i want, even though at the very first hand, he kinda object it...he still accept my wrongdoing even though i know he don't like it very much...came to think of it...my dad is everything to me...without him, i will be nobody today...unlike my dad, i cant cook very well....but my dad is the best chef in the world...he thought of passing down to me his passions , but i dont think so i manage to do that...this morning when i called him...i honestly cant talk with him nicely bcause hearing his voice over the phone make me sad and want to cry...then i realized, in the end of ur life when u lost or being neglected by someone u loved...ur dad will always b there for you.....




" kasihnya ibu bawa ke syurga...kasihnya ayah sampai ke mati...."

enough said...

newsflash: well, hari ini saya di abaikan...



came to think of it...when u really deep in love wif someone...no matter wat he did to you...u still wait and wait and wait and hoping that he will realized wat hepen between both u...i dont need expensives gift...i dont need your money...i dont your wealth...i juz wan u to understand that i want u too spend some good quality time wif me...if u really love me, u will appreciate me n try to do anything to b wif me...but the way i see it...u are much more happier whenever u dont have me around u...u dont even try to call me, try to text me...in fact, u dont even try to contact me...i feel so frustrated..atleast, if u dont have phone credits,plz msg me using ur brothers/sisters phone...worst to worst,ur friendsssssssssssss phones while u guys watching football together...or atleast, wrote on my wall via facebook...wat is the meaning of having someone as ur special girlfriend but u dont even treat her as urs n someone important for u...im trying to make dis relationship worthwhile, but i cant do it alone....cause im in love wif you, and not my self or anyone else.



" mungkin magisnya sudah hilang...but dear you, i want you to know that i miss you badly, eventhough you did not feel the same way for me...."

the twentytwo dinner

" on the 8th may 2010, me, noren, gemuk, nad n mimi having dinner together which is on my exact burfday date....."