zalim sungguh!!!!

...penat aku dengan bosan...


after long hours dalam kete to penang...sengal2 otot sume ada...sakit kepala ada...sakit hati ada...sakit telinga ada...dems...and i was like hell in the car and sit still besides listening to the mumbling and nagging daughter of my pak su...adoiyai...dgn intonasi dia yg tggi n suke mjawab my paksu which she learn from mak su ( pak su choose her as his wife...huff! )

ak rasa mcm na pelempang someone time tuh...tp tahap kesabaran ak mmg tggi la boleh di katakan...ececeh....so ak senyap je...elok2 pjalanan yg blh 4 jam...jadi smpi 8 jam...urghhhh...

smpi penang...ak stress gila...ak mandi manda......and ak tercongok depan flat tv 51 " itu smpi la tv tu tgk ak balik...walhal...ak da telan 12 biji panadol and sebotol coke b4 ak tgk tb...adoila...

but alhamdulillah ak dpt tido dgn sedikit lena...walaupun a bit terganggu hati ini...

bila bangun pagi ak ta blh bernafas...hidung tersumbat...tekak berkahak...smpi ke hari ini...

adoila...


ap pun ak still hidup lagi...dan maafkan ak ya allah kerana ak telah menzalimi diri ku sendiri...


-laillahaillaantasubhanakainnikuntumminazzolimin-