newsflash : its a disaster okay...sakit kepala bila separuh nyawaku pergi...as u all can see above, itu gmbr hp ak yg rosak...dia hang...dia kaler putih je...evendo ak tekan mcm2 butang...adoiyai...mcmn?ak rasa separuh nyawa ak hilang...dgn sume contact number dlm tuh...ades...yg paling best skali, num mama, num kazen2 ak, num mak2 sedara ak...sumela hilang...satu number je yg ak igt...num si dia...bgs kan ak ney...in the end, ak dok col2 si dia tp tak bjawab...kali last ak col pon tak bjawab...all the sudden, dia msg suruh col him back...so, ak yg meminjam hp si gemok ni pon col balik..ntah la...ak takde niat nak marah2 si dia evendo ak slalu marah2...tp mmg sgt disaster la kali ney...agak stress n emo evendo ak selalu stress n emo...smpi si dia tya ak " yg na marah2 syg ni knp?"...ak pon trus tdiam n mlembutkan intonasi suara ak...well, the thing is...ak bukan na marah...i juz need someone utk mgadu pasal masalah negara ak ney...n that someone is him...tp knp slalu susah sgt si dia itu nak faham...i juz need someone to talk too....
time ni la, br ak myesal coz mbelanjakan duit mbeli benda2 yg tak penting...wuwu...n ak sdg mrangka na beli hp br...dlm cdgn ak, ak na beli hp sm mcm noren...tp c noren ckp, " ala, beli je la hp rm90 dulu..."...then ak ckp," alang2 beli hp, biar beli yg mahal trus...ta payah beli2 byk2 kali..."...then noren ckp," ha, kan da dekat befday nani ni...suh la bf nani belikan..."...n i was like..." helo, bt apa na suh si dia belikan...nani tanak ap2 dr si dia, cukupla si dia cinta nani seadanya n nani tanak susahkan si dia ok...n nani bukan jenis na gunakan lelaki utk kepentingan diri mcm biatch yg lain...huh...couples with benefits"....n den sume senyap....ak pon senyap...
came to think of it, mmg ak ta mampu lagi na beli hp...tp tkknla takde hp plak smpi bila2...tp tkknla kalo na bertelefon je na pinjam hp si gemok...malu wes...bulan ney je kena byr intersesi, beli brg2 rumah, duit makan, shopping n bulan ni na amik lesen driving jugak....cikai2 tolak tambah bahagi darab sume...balance kasar akaun ak...-0.23 sen...woo hoo...hebat cik nani bajet....dalam tgh pk pasal belanjawan negara ney, hp kesayangan first edition ak plak bt hal...adoiyai..apa maksudnya sume ney...seseorang....tlglah tlg ak...tp takpe, ak pcy sume ni ad hikmahnya...eyh, yeke???...wuwu...org bakal tua mcm ak ney, mmg kena byk pk...huh..penat.
" berenang-berenang ke hulu, berakit-rakit ketepian, bersakit-sakit dahulu, bersenang-senang kemudian...."
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