tribute buat mama...

newsflash: my bff said " apasal tak balik labuan?..".den i replied," malas la...balik nnt pon kena kemas2 barang nak pindah kota kinabalu..."..."ada mak tanak balik...da takde nnt baru tau...",she said again...and i was like..." huh....".



10 from billions memories wif mama:


1) masa tadika dulu, slalu main kat sekolah tmpt mama mgajar lepas balik dr tadika...main punya main...smpi jatuh dlm kolam ikan yg sejuk mcm ais kat kundasang tu...bila mama dtg trus takot...blh lg lari2 satu sekolah bila mama dah nak start marah...



2) selalu lari dr org gaji masa tadika...ta suka !!!! rimas ad org gaji ikot sana sini...semuanya atas arahan mama...mcm butler...smpi na main kat rumah sebelah pon dia ikot...p kedai runcit?? huh..jgn haraplah dpt lepas...


3) mama akn pukul tangan kalo start garu2 kaki atau badan bila da kena gigit nyamuk...mama paling pantang tgk kaki bparut!!! its a big no no...jd kalo da ta thn sgt na garu, kenala usap2 tmpt yg gatal tu...sbb tu u guys blh tgk kaki i takde parut n suci murni...thanks mama...


4) tak suka bila mama yg jd cikgu sy time bt keja sekolah...mama sgt garang...mama paling pantang kalo soalan mudah pon ta dpt na jwb...na rasa rotan dr hanger cubalah ta dpt jawab soalan sekali...


5) mama ajar sy posing n tangkap gambar byk2...smpi mgamuk2 sy tanak amik gmbr da sbb penat...tp mama suruh jugak...hasilnya, jd la sy yg gila bgambar hingga ke hari ini...


6) mama ajar sy baca muqaddam setiap hari masa kecil dulu...bila da agak pandai...mama hntr sy p mengaji kat rumah ustazah aishah...sy dah khatam al-Quran 4 kali...semua krn mama...


7) sy dan mama gila kasut dan beg tangan...kami sggp buat ap sj utk dptkan kasut/beg itu...smpi pernah sbb sy jeles mama da beli banyak kasut pd hari itu...sy bt tanda protes dgn majuk monyet dgn mama...akhirnya sy pon bjaya dpt kasut lg...plus...beg tangan friday emo.


8) mama suka makan westernian fuds...jd slalu lepak dgn mama d pizza,mcd,burger king n ofcoz kfc...sgt2 la slalu...smpi bapa yg bosan..." tak bosan ke makan benda tu hari2?...", bapa tanya.


9) sejak mama sy sakit n perlu guna insulin injection utk inject ubat dlm badan...sy slalu tlg mama injection sbb mama takut bt sendiri...tp stiap kali na inject je, mama akan ckp" jgn...biarlah mama bt sndiri...anak bt sakit...",smbil mta injection stick tu.... which mean sbnrnya mama takot jarum...



10) sy suka puding jagung n laici yg mama bt...sgt gila2 sedap ok...sbb tu la hari jadi sy selalu meriah dgn makanan...both of my parents can cook very2 well...me?? bakat terpendam itu sedikit ad la kot..;haha...



11) selalu masa tadika tgn selalu kena stapler...haha..sbb sgt suka main stapler smpi kena bullet stapler kat jari la...tgn la...adoi...nangis2 cari mama suruh cabutkan stapler dari tangan..wee...wee...



honestly...


1) saya sgt syg mama sy...smpi tak blh na bkata2 dah ni...sgt sebak ok???bila igt mama...sy slalu ttanya2 bagaimanalah hidup sy d dunia ini kelak andai kata mama dan bapa tiada lg...bukan meminta...tp bfikir sendiri...mesti hidup sy sgt2 sedey n sunyi...sbb itu sy selalu berdoa agar sy yg mati dulu sblm kedua ibu bapa sy...spy sakitnya sunyi n sedey nnt tak perlu sy rasai.


hadiah untuk mama


mayb anak bukanlah sorg anak yg pandai mcm kak yo yg every semester dpt dean list...anak bukanlah sorg yg berjaya macam mama...anak bukanlah sorg yg pandai masak mcm bapa...anak sbnrnya tiada apa2 dlm hidup ini...melainkan mama dan bapa...andai kata mama dan bapa tiada..mcmanalah anak nnt...anak selalu doa...kalau Allah nak rampas mama dan bapa dari anak...cabutlah nyawa anak dan berilah pada mama dan bapa...sebab mama dan bapa yang lebey layak hidup di dunia ini...semoga Allah melindungi mama dan bapa dr sgala kemudaratan sepertimana mama dan bapa melindungi anak sejak dr kecil...

" caterpillar on the tree, i wonder what i will be...."

voodoo-ing my ex....

newsflash: he text me and ask me whether if im free on 8 may...what the hell is he thinking about...what ever u plan mr.x....stay away from me...before im starting hurting you wif my VOODOOO doll...watcha@#@#%$^%&.

1. What’s your previous ex’s name?

- he was not to be name...never..

2. When did you guys hook up?

- during stupid2 day ...but officially when we were 18...he started to bring me to meet his family...

3. How long did you think you’d last?

for the official relationships...it only last 1 year and a half....

4. If you would have had kids with him/her, what would have been their names?

havent tot any about it yet...seyes...

5. Do you still love him/her?

hell no, with all my guts...that son of a tuuttt....never. did he deserves me? i dont think so.

6. Would you get back with him/her?

negatives-never.i swear.

7. Was he/her your first love?

monkey2 years love...bodo2 lagi...but now i found the true one...ahmad nurhilmi...i love you, yang.

8. What did your parents think of him/her?

my mom dislikes him very much....my dad as usual...no comment...

9. Did you get along with his/her friends?

to be honest...we dont have any friends during couple time bcoz we tend to do anything by ourselves...stupid rite?

10. Did he/her get along with your friends?

nope...all my friends did not like him...

11. Why did you break up?

1) his family ______

2) his sister ________

3) he cheated on me...having affairs wif that stupid little biatch!!!!! go to hell both of u...

4) i cursed both of you...haha..call me crazy, but im not.

12. Was it a “Clean” Break up?

i consideres it as hell...it takes time to heal...

13. Do you still talk to this person?

he do text me, call me...poke me, chat wif me in fb....but i ignored him.

14. If he/she were right in front of you what would you say to him/her?

why you always pretend to b nice taking care of me, evendo u already married wif that biatch in ur fb...so y bother me...move on man!

15. Where did you meet?

private tuition class during standard six.

16. What was the best part of your relationship?

when he proposed me to be his girlfriend officially in late 2008 on the ferry deck with the ring in his hand palm...n ask me to close my eyes....

17. Would you be able to wake up to that face every morning?

no, what the hell i would be n stay awake beside him....

18. Did your siblings like him/her?

im the only child...but if i have, sure they wont like him too..

19. Would you rather him/her text you or call you?

no, never...thank you...coz i have move on.

20. Do you wish he/she called/text you right now?

nope, but i do hope my bf ahmad nurhilmi would give me a call...i miss him like crazy.

21. What are your latest thoughts of him/her?

dont try to be nice to meet me and get me on a date during my befday tomorrow..infact dont bother at all.

22. What’s your favorite memory with that person?

cant remember.

23. Remembering all that, does it make you miss him/her?

nope.

24.Now, honestly, do you still love him/her?

nope.

25.Are you going to get over it, and make out with someone else?

i've found a part of me which is ahmad nurhilmi...i love him very much.



thank you

sabyastory.blogspot.com
(im copying this and pasted it on my post wall...hope u dont mind at all...)

madamoissle Irma Wahyuniey

newsflash: i love beautiful things...well not just things...but people of coz!!!!




who is she?...she is my BEL lecturer...i do love her bcoz not juz she is quite pretty...but she is very gud in her English too...well, that is for sure rite...if its not...she wouldnt thought us the Business Meetings for Professional through out the semester...but since she put my mark for one of the informal meeting we made lowest than i could have imagine...i begin to _____ her...haha...quite childish rite...i do like her too since my hubby is from kelantan...n she's from there too...omg...since when i do like kelantanese??? it juz happen in a blink of an eye....

what i like about her

1) she is so beautiful
2) using sk 2 for her youthful looks
3) send her kids to piano classess every saturday
4) drive in hot mercedez benz s200 series bought by her hubby
5) hello, her career is lecturer okay...ENGLISH lagi...
6) she didnt cook at home, juz bought it outside everyday...damn!!! LIKE IT...
7) She's leaving for Bali for happy hols with her hubby next month...
8) she have everything that i ever wanted...
9) nowadays it is hard to find beautiful lecturer to teach you...if it there, my friend will hate em with all their guts...: "harap muka je lawa, tapi jahat..."


wish


1) i can be like her in every way...

thank you


1) for being my BEL lecturer
2) for being my motivator
3) for being my friend.
4) for making me realize what i really wanted in my life

" being beauty is never easy...we cannot please everyone...BTW, we are here not to pleased everyone...."

bermain bersama sabihah....

" wee hee....seronoknya lari dari kolej dan lepak rumah sabihah...nanti nak buat lagi...thanks to sab sebab sudi melayan kerenah nani pada hari kejadian...eyh,banyak lagi gambar tapi cik sabihah saja sabotaj gmbr2 cik nani..."

gambar2 : ehsan cik sabyastory.blogspot.com

golok realiti atau fantasi...

newsflash: time lepak kat bilik mek...ak ckp pasal nak kawen...then tikah bagi cdgn " kawen kat golok..."

" semua nak scara halal...nak pegang tangan halal...nak cium2 halal...na tido kat hotel scr halal...", ak dok mbebel kat mek..." ho la...mmg nak halal...ap kata ko kawen dulu kat golok...tak payah bt grand2...ala akad nikah je...nnt da abes study n keje br lah ko sanding n bt kenduri lg skali...", tikah rumet mek ckp...tb2 ak tpengaruh..." eyh, sah ye kawen kat golok tu?...", smbil muka ak bkerut2 serius btanya..." eyh, apasal plak tak sah...tp ikotla...cr lah tok kadi yg betul2 sah...barulah sah..", balas tikah lg....ak renung tikah n mek lama2..." boleh kawen la ney maksudnya.....", tya ak smbil senyum2....tb2 mek ckp" ah, nani ko jgn na bt keje gila...kawen elok sikit...ko na imej ko tjejas...slalu kawen kat golok ney...org label kawen lari...".ak tdiam..." ala, mek...nani bukan na kawen lari...nani juz nak kawen kat obesea...golok kan kat luar negara...", ak jwb..."huh, mcm kwn ak kat kelantan, lari ikot lelaki kawen kat golok...da tu mak bapak dia dpt tau...balik je kampung, dorg kena kawenkan lagi skali spy nmpk sopan n mgikut adat sikit...",smbung mek...


ak dok pk lg..." huh, tp ak na jugak kawen spy blh bt semua scr sah n halal dgn bf ak...nnt kalo tido kat hotel bdua takde la kena tangkap basah pastu lari ikot tgkp sume smpi mati jatuh bwh..."....hahahaha...tikah gelak besar agaknya dia teringat berita yg kami baca semalam punya semalam d akhbar kosmo..." ha ah, br bt maksiat da tu mati plak...huhu"...ak syum2...mek tgk ak..." ko nak kawen ni mak ko kasi tak?..."....huh...tdiam ak...tb2 c tikah smbung..." mta restu mak bapak tu penting....ckp terang2 ko na kawen...bkn main kawen je kat golok menonong mcm tu....", sgguh serius cara tikah ckp...ak pk lagi....


sesungguhnya golok itu kota impian dan kota pemusnah impian bg setiap masyarakat...kota impian bg remaja yg bhajat mdirikan masjid demi cinta suci shgga mgambil jalan pintas....kota pemusnah bg ibu bapa yg harapkan anak2 besar, bkerjaya n mbalas jasa mereka tp tb2 pulang bawa baby smpi 2 3 blk kampung pas cerai dgn laki.....ada apa dengan golok? jawapannya subjektif krn pgalaman yg d rasai blainan dan masalah pon tak sama....ak pk lg...pk lg...


smpi lamunan ak tb2 d kejutkan dgn kawan tikah yg bpangkat kakak menyampuk...." dah sampai seru ke?akak yg 23 ney pon tak kawen2 lagi...kalo ikot hati mmg nak kawen...skng pon nak kawen...sapa tanak kawen...tp masalahnya seru tak smpi lagi...bf pon takde lagi....perancangan Allah sgt baik dah...sgt lurus dah...tggu jelah...tak payah smpi nak kawen lari......bla...bla...bla...", sungguh panjang lebar kakak yg islam inside bhujah pasal kawen....sgt serius mcm ak btl2 nak lari kawen kat golok...eyh, bukan lari ye...mmg sj nak kawen kat sana...ak tgk mek...mek tgk ak...den kami senyum...hya kami yg tau maknanya...


wlupon conversation da lama abes...dan d ganti dgn tazkirah malam kamis...ak tak boley fokus dgr...coz ak still tpikir pasal golok......realiti kah itu...atau hanya lah fantasi............

" oh mama, saya mau kawen...kawen dengan pelakon bollywood...."

baby mania....

newsflash : teringin nak kawen awal...and teringin nak baby 5...supaya dpt beli barang2 baby...boley tak yang????wee...wee....

semalam time bjalan2 dgn sab d empire shopping gallery d subang jaya...kami singgah masuk and bmain d toy r us...mmg best gila...n seperti biasa...ak suka koleksi barbie...than sab ckp" umo mcm ko ni da tak layak main barbie dah..."....huh!!! sj si sab tu jeles tau....then kami pegi ke satu bahagian where semua baby stroller, baby chairs, baby playthings, baby food stuff, baby diapers...pendek kata all about baby la ada kat baby section tuh...buat ak dgn sab berebut2..."ha, ni nnt kalo ak ad baby...ko belikan tok ak ney ",sab cakap...." ak plak yg ney....",ak plak ckp...pendek kata sume benda2 itu sgt seronok d tgk n bt ak nak kawen...adoiyai...

all the sudden, ak nmpk satu rack penoh dgn botol susu...ak pon tgk harga botol susu tu...RM 89.90....ADOIYAI...TU BARU BOTOL SUSU SAIZ KECIK DAN PENDEK....ak pon tgk botol susu yg sederhana tggi....RM99.90...HUH...MAMPOI I...botol susu sj da bratus...belum diapers, susu formula, baju, baby fud, baby stuff...huh...cakap...mcmn ak na kawen ney?????!!!!!!!....sedangkan na beli baju polo RM 170 ak aritu pon tak mampu...mcmn la ak nak kawen ney....tp ak nak jugak2 kawen...jd td petang pas ak abes exam...time ak dok bmsg dgn si dia ak ckp " yang...jum kawen..."....all the sudden si dia ckp " eyh, takde angin...takde ribut...tiba2 nak kahwin ney kenapa?...."...tb2 ak tpikir...knp ye ak rasa na kawen ney...barulah ak perasan, rupanya ak dah kena rasuk hantu baby kat toy r us tuh semalam...wee...wee...

" macammana yang...apa nak buat????/....."

SHUTTER ISLAND

newsflash : after habiskan masa seharian bersama bff di spa...we proceed with movies nite tajaan dya...so, heatin up the screen that nite...SHUTTER ISLAND...LOVE IT !!!

In 1954, U.S. Marshal Teddy Daniels (Leonardo DiCaprio) and his partner, Chuck Aule (Mark Ruffalo), go to the Ashecliff Hospital for the criminally insane on Shutter Island. They are investigating the disappearance of Rachel Solando (Emily Mortimer), a patient who vanished from a locked room. Dr. John Cawley (Ben Kingsley), the head psychiatrist, explains that Rachel was institutionalized after drowning her three children. She believes, however, that she is still home and that her children are still alive.

The cliffs surrounding the perimeter make it impossible for Rachel to have reached the nearby caves. Teddy sees a lighthouse but is told it has already been searched. The Marshals question the staff and learn that Rachel’s psychiatrist, Dr. Sheehan, left for vacation that morning. Teddy asks to see the hospital’s personnel files but Cawley refuses. That night, Teddy has strange dreams about his wife, Dolores (Michelle Williams), who died in a fire two years before. She tells him Rachel is still on the island, as is Andrew Laeddis, the man who started the fire.

In the morning, they interview patients from Rachel’s group therapy sessions, one of whom passes Teddy a warning to run. Teddy explains to Chuck the real reason he took the case: after being transferred to Ashecliff, Andrew Laeddis disappeared. When Teddy investigated, he met a former patient who claimed that the facility was performing human experiments. Rachel is finally found near the lighthouse but when returned to her cell she is unresponsive to Teddy’s questioning. He eventually finds George Noyce (Jackie Earle Haley), the man who told him about the experiments. George says that the whole situation is a game for Teddy’s benefit and that he is afraid of being taken to the lighthouse.

Teddy tries to reach the lighthouse and discovers a cave where the real Rachel Solando (Patricia Clarkson) is hiding. She was a doctor at Ashecliff until she found out about the experiments and was committed as a patient. She explains that the hospital is using psychotropic medication in an attempt to master mind control, with the goal of creating sleeper agents for use in the Cold War. She says that Teddy has been similarly drugged since he arrived on the island.

Teddy finally makes it to the lighthouse and finds Cawley waiting at the top. The doctor reveals that Teddy is actually Andrew Laeddis ("Andrew Laeddis" being an anagram of "Edward Daniels"). He murdered his manic depressive wife after she drowned their three children, and then created a fantasy where he was a hero to cope with the pain. He invented Rachel Solando as part of his delusion ("Rachel Solando" is an anagram of "Dolores Chanal"). He has been under the care of Dr. Sheehan, the man he thought was Chuck, for two years. Sheehan and Cawley decided to try a roleplay experiment, allowing Andrew to live out his delusions in an attempt to bring him back to reality.

Andrew’s memory comes back and he makes peace with his past, but later, while talking to Dr. Sheehan, he once again refers to him as "Chuck", indicating to Dr. Sheehan that the experimental therapy was unsuccessful. Dr. Sheehan silently indicates to Dr. Cawley this failure. Andrew asks Dr. Sheehan if it is better to live as a monster or die as a good man. As Andrew calmly walks away with the orderlies to prepare for a lobotomy, Dr. Sheehan calls out to him as "Teddy", but receives no response.

finals beat my heart

newsflash: well, yeah...keinsafan sudah timbul...n ak sudah pon memulakan kamikaze...

wee hee...exam da lama stat...tp debaran baru terasa...tgk kwn2 study bt ak stress....n bila ak stress jerawat ak naik..bila jerawat naik ak pon jd hodoh...bila ak hodoh malu na bhadapan dgn masyarakat...well, its true...trough this week of finals makes me goes crazy...totally crazy...my pimple pouring all over my face...what should i do...eyh, stop talking bout my pimple....shum, the thing is im worrying too much about this public relation paper...wtf...i read something else, they will ask you something else...wat the hell is going on??? come on....this paper comprises 40 % plus 60 % from our continuous assessment...i need to past this paper tomorrow in order to get better score...not only this paper, but others too.......so, wish me luck guys...

" expect the best, prepared for the worst...."